andrew and esther *
Saturday, August 26, 2006 <3
okays. i've got to admit i'm extremely sleeply now.
Yes 11plus plus is when lethargy takes over my body
And right now as A Sacred Suite is lulling me to sleep,
(i didnt even i noe i nodded off while this page took forever to load)
i just cant help but to write this entry,
no matter how sleepy i am and how my back aches from stitting on this chair.=x
hmmm, yes. i haven't blogged for awhile ehh..
just to sum up a few significant things that happened over the past few weeks which i CAN remember.
sorry, but i think i do suffer form short-term memory loss
especially in the state i am in now
HAHS.
first things first, dear has PASSED HIS NAPFA!!
yes, a SILVER! :))
i'm really really sosoo proud of him!
CONGRATS dear, you deserve it with all your hardwork and preserverance.
it has been hard on you.
he was really happy, cause it meant being able to spend more time with me before going into NS.
awwh please tell me how sweet is that.
i can still remember that day when he missed by a few seconds for his 2.4km to get a Silver, he was so demoralised.
And finally when he managed to re-do his 2.4km and passed! i was sososooo totally happy and relieved. i wouldnt have known what to do if he didnt. =x
And how he cried that evening..RAHs.
ohh. Jay Chou's Hei Se Mao Yi is on now...so nice..another lullaby
zzzz..
ANDandand..i sort of "rewarded" him with a nice meal at the Swimming Club!
yupps i had spicy food k! and we had cake and banana split. please tell me you're getting jealous! =p
he told me that it had been in a long time ever since he sat down to have a nice, slow meal
yup so on school's polling day, we went down
so nice to watch the swimming classes going on
and to walk around and just talk and watch and study too ;)
such a nice, relaxing, yet rather productive day
yes. on that night, i think i got rather irritated i guess?
i forgot to mention that those past few days, Andrew had been thinking alot about post-prelims
you know..there's an upcoming alumni concert for me
and he's been really worried that i wouldnt be able to cope
with all the events in SAJCband and alumni band
with SYF coming up
quoting from him, by time i'm done with all these, i'd be too tired to spend quality time with him before his NS
and how i'd be easily irrtable when i'm tired
but i guess i understand how he feels.
i mean the reason why he strived to pass his NAPFA was because of spending more time with each other!
ahhh i still feel so bad as if a knife is cutting through my heart when i think of it now
how i made dear so totally upset
how much i wanted to be at his side and comfort him
i should have been more understanding
And i really do hope dear, that from deep down inside you are alright alr..
These past few days aren't that eventful
yup, we're beginning to learn how to focus more on out studies as the exams draw near
yes, Prelims are NEXT WEEK!
and despite having to mug mug mug, dear's just been the sweetest thing ever.
how he's taken the time to meet me during my breaks
to sms me to "jiayou" when im studying or at lessons
cook lunch for me STILL
never failing to brighten my day with his smilee
to shower me with simple words of care and concern
a pat on the back
a word of encouragement
to pick me up after school, or after band prac.
he even came to school with me although he had no lessons for that day, cause he was afraid i'd be lonely!
everyday, he just touches and melts my heart with simple his little actions or words.
although small, they mean so much to me.
and they make me feel warm and happy from inside..and feel so ever lucky.
THANK YOU, THANK YOU and THANKYOU dear.
for i can never stop thanking you everyday for just being my sweet baby =D
HEY. look who is the one whose prelims are coming huh!
i know i can never measure up to all the sweet things Andrew has done for me
and i really wish i could do so much more..especially during this crucial last period
to be a big push, not a burden to him..
i think that should be the least i can do for him, after all he has done for me
Andrew, jiayou kayss!!
for your sake and mine :))
look forward to every right question you are going to achieve!
i bet it's gonna be good.
take good care of your health
and smile always!
remember i'm here to be your willing pillar of support, anytyme, anywhere.
[and your hug machine ;p]
LOVING YOU ALWAYS, ANDREW
Esther;
neveralone ;1:19 AM
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